May 30

This weekend was strange at best. Since Juliana and Michael were both out of town and my car was impounded until June 22, i had extra time on my hands. On Friday night I walked to Levi D's house only to wait outside for 20 minutes while he finished slaying his gf. too funny. On my way there I saw Wyatt, also strange. Saturday night I went to Ben's where I got ripped with Arielle Ben and Pryce, after which Brettlyn stuck with me for most of the night, drunk as usual. frustrating. Today I cleaned an apartment with Bea, we had such a blast. Blazed when we came back with Nic and Nic, and had my third 2hr tutor session this weekend. unreal.

if you're reading this i miss you.

I feel it on my skin, warming up my mind

 I hope that if one day we meet again that you give me that smile where you put your tongue under your teeth and go thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Insist on lighting my cigarette, listen to everything I say, but keep even more to yourself. In the end I couldnt ignore it and I'm sorry. Thanks for the company, the shoulder to lean on, and letting me in to the feeling of your heart.  

"I think we might be fuck ups."

"We're not fuck ups."