with such brevity

i open my eyes and 2009, sleeping in, doing nothing, my entire winter break is swept away by the proximity of tomorrow. this year is flying by, and i find myself with different people, in a very different mind set, facing different problems. i'm trying real hard to keep my head up lately. two people i expected to understand and help aren't pulling through so well. i'm learning to deal with this slowly, so all i ask is some patience and love from you, please. this is a little scary.

i'll have trouble sleeping tonight, knowing what awaits me when i wake up.

My new years resolution is just to try harder.